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|Thursday, July 29th, 2004|
| I'm SO ready for this to be over, I can't even say. Only a few more weeks now...okay, five, but who's really counting? Actually, Pomfrey says that there's a good chance they'll come early, since that's pretty common with twins, I guess. All I can do now is wait.
She also said I should strongly consider going to St. Mungo's from now on, since they're better equipped to deal with multiple births. I'm not sure...on one hand, it'd be nice to not have to worry about traveling when I'm in labor. But I also want to have the best care possible, and if she thinks St. Mungo's is a better facility, then perhaps I really should consider it. I should probably just talk to Joey, see what he thinks. Of course, I know he's going to say he doesn't care, and he'll go along with whatever I want.
And I ran into Professor Snape in the corridor, on my way back from seeing Pomfrey. It's amazing that he can still make me as nervous as when I was still a student. Even though I know he has no authority over me now, I can't shake that feeling of dread I used to get in his classroom. But he seemed almost...pleasant when he realized I wasn't a wayward student out for a stroll. It was very odd.
((OOC: I just realized that I'm totally assuming Snape was the Potions professor about 7-10 years ago...if this isn't true, and it's messing up any backstory Snape's already created, let me know and I'll change it. Thanks! :) ))
|Friday, July 9th, 2004|
|Wednesday, June 16th, 2004|
| It's getting so close...only two and a half months, then it'll all be over. Honestly, I'm ready to not be pregnant anymore. My feet hurt, my back hurts, and I can't sleep through the night without having to go to the bathroom. And that's when the tandem kicking isn't keeping me up. I think we've got a couple of future football stars on our hands.
Part of me really wishes I knew more people here. I guess that's what I get for always being so shy. Plus, I can't really go out much when I get tired so easily. Maybe I can find a way to be more social after the babies are born. I mean, the only person I really see is Joe, and I love him, but it gets kind of lonely when he's not around. I sent an owl to Cho, but I'm sure she's too busy to respond.
I miss the Ministry. I miss having things to do each day, besides lay in bed and rest. I can't wait to go back to work.
|Wednesday, May 26th, 2004|
| Joey was right. Being back at the school isn't so bad. I miss our old flat, but it would've been difficult trying to raise two babies in such a small place. We have much more room here, and to be honest, Joey's much happier now that he's teaching.
Something's wrong, though. I can't quite put my finger on it, but he's been acting...detached. Whenever I bring up anything having to do with the babies, he just nods and smiles and changes the subject. And when I ask what's wrong, he always says, 'I'm fine.' But obviously he's not.
At least I know that they're growing properly, as I'm getting too big for all of my clothes. I guess it's time to go shopping for some maternity outfits. Of course, that means I'd have to take a break from my schedule of eating, napping, reading, and then napping again. Oh, and then getting up and eating some more.
Three more months of this. I hope I can still move by the end of it.
|Saturday, November 8th, 2003|
I don't like this feeling.
Every time he leaves, it's like a part of me just closes off. I don't ever want him to go, and I'm afraid he picks up on that, and it makes him feel guilty. That's the last thing I want. He loves what he does, and it makes him happy. I just wish it didn't keep him away from home so much.
I miss him.